so this is to my followers who didn’t know, but I got myself a tattoo on the 28/09/12

this would have been my sisters birthday who I lost on the 10/05/05 in a car crash, I got this tattoo in her memory of when we were all younger, me and my two sisters used to go out and play in the fields as we lived in the country side, we used to fight over this flower see who could make it go the furthest, even though this flower is a weed it symbolises that there is beauty in things/those you see each and every day, you just have to look to see, also it shows hope, you may not see that it is there but it is going to get better things may get lost along the way but it will always find a way of getting back to you so never lose your hope and faith in all thats good in your life, never take it for granted, because you never do realise what you have until it is gone.

The parts of the flower blowing away just remind us of when we were kids running away, crying at silly little things like falling over etc, but reminds me mostly of the night that we lost her, what we went through until we found out, things just seemed to be slipping away, I went into a bad depression for a few years after that until I sought a way in music to help me through, lastly the birds symbolise that although she slipped away she is flying up to heaven to be free, to live her life in the afterlife. I just hope she’s proud of me and likes this. I miss you Jennifer Davies each and every day and I will never forget or stop loving you.  

(Source: badgersarebeasty)